Day 4: Hardest part of a project

NaBloPoMo Prompt: What is the hardest part of a big project: getting the energy to begin, finding the time to work on it, or feeling down that it's over?

Let's see.. The last biggest project I was apart of was when I had my own magazine to run with someone. It was probably one of the funnest projects I thought I would ever be apart of; something life changing in a way but things didn't turn out well. The hardest part about the project was trying to personally progress and grow as a first time businesswoman and as a person who's running a huge project.

That tends to be hard when your partner has an assertive personality. Eventually I had to leave and I realize then that was the hardest part but I had to leave for the sake of my own sanity and health. In any case, It's been a year or so since I left and I'm still suffering from the effects so to speak. I feel as though my days have little to no purpose. Add that to a lack of sense of accomplishment and you get a depressed 25 year old with not much to look forward to.

I did, however, join the NaNoWriMo for this month and It gives me something to be excited to even though it's might exhausting. It's only been four days and soon five. I can't believe it'll be a week since I joined. Even on this challenge, it's quite a lot to take in but it's nice to have something to look forward to.